I'm feeling a bit, well, sigh. Sigh.
The kids are great, not sleeping, but great none the less. The days are busy and full, we always find things to do. They say great things and I really am enjoying the time I'm spending with them each day. I know it's not going to be forever, so I'm soaking it up. As I type this I'm sitting in the sun in my backyard as the girls push their strollers round and round playing some game of their making.
It's great that they play together and can entertain themselves.
Since the job has fallen through (due to lack of childcare) I've been feeling a bit lost. I need something to focus some energy on. Have more to talk about than Disney Princesses, ballet and what your kneecaps are for (all topics on high rotation in our house).
I need a hobby or an interest or something. I just can't remember what I'm interested in any more, as sad as that sounds. I need something to get excited over again.
Hmmmm where I have put my enthusiasm? Perhaps it's under the lounge with all the rest of my junk.
Help me out here... what inspires you? What gets you excited? How do you keep your mind from seizing up?